firedarkrayne

Dramatic, chaotic, outrageous...
that is how life was in the beginning,
Stressed, annoyed, drowning...
under a sea of problems and feeling unwanted.

Feeling drained and depressed,
never happy always restricted;
Most I be bothered with this trauma...
or is this just a nightmare that seems never able to end???

What has changed??
much...very much;
in fact, someone changed,
or more like it, changed me.

Cute and adorable,
sweet as ever, more lovable than can be imagined;
A sexy chocolate drop that makes me smile,
just the thought of her makes me happy.

The anticipation of hearing her voice makes my heart stutter,
her laugh and giggle makes me jump with excitement;
Her kiss makes me desire her with every taste of her tongue,
her touch makes me long to have her beside as i sleep at night.

But wait...how much does she mean to me?
everything, she means everything to me;
Unlike my last experience, i know she loves me,
i know she desires me, to the point of making a claim on me.

The first day i laid eyes on her i loved her from my hearts core,
when she smiled at me it made my body tremble with joy;
With our first kiss i never wanted it to end,
why??? for fear that it would never happen again.

She announced that she was mine and no one elses,
from that there was no way i could deny her my love;
I am all hers, no belief, its tattooed on my heart,
to make it known to the world i'll place it on my neck - Property of Lexii.

At times it seems that it is all a dream,
that is until i hear her voice and remember its true;
The problem with this situation is when we are apart,
it almost feels as if death is creeping in to destroy me.

Being separated from her is a true disaster,
i need her with me, its the only way to keep me sane;
When we reunite, i feel as if the world is mine and i am king,
as long as our love continues to grow, my Queen will be cherished,
and desired far above all else.

Now in the darkness, the void, the darkvoid, the emptiness of light and life;

I enjoy the darkness, the blackness of my heart empowers the darkness to grow stronger and stronger.

Why??? Why do I need the darkness? Why has my heart turned black and cold to my family and ex-friends? What family? What friends?

The only true family I had is gone, a good person, a beckon of light that helped and saved the lives of so many yet tragedy struck and snatched them away in to the darkness; yet not my darkness, their darkness is unattainable other than by death, Death Iwas willing to run to, grab hold of and never let go, yet I was to afraid to follow.

"Stay on the right path, do the right thing; that's what she would have wanted", bullshit-she was on the right path, she did the right things but vicious death was the equalizer.

I see now, the light is dim, dimming, growing dark, black, empty; this is the true path the path of darkness; to do what pleases others is done, to do what pleases me is the fact.

I care for no one elses feelings for my feelings were ignored when she slipped into earthly darkness.

I feel empty inside, because I am empty, no one to care about and no one to care about me; in the darkness on my mind I see...I see me the real me the me that has been locked up inside...DARKRAYNE-the warrior of destruction is alive.

The darkness courses through him and pumps through his black heart and black blood; the emptyness of feelings of love and kindness are replaced with anger, hatred, and the urge to fight and do battle. The final transformation of self-of myself is this dark warrior.

In the far distance is a glimpse of hope, hope for for love, hope for the return of the light, hope for total happyness;

      but until then the only hope is against the light; DarkRayne hopes for destruction, for the closing of all portals  of light that block his power.

                   the darkness has taken over.

                         the darkness is controlling DarkRayne.

                               DarkRayne is coming to full power.

DON'T...GET...IN...MY...WAY...

     or all that will be left of you is the darkvoid of ash that is your body, your soul, your spirit, and your worthless mind.





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my gf just moved (yesterday) and i miss her soooo much...im bi and i dont have a bf to make me feel better

im soooo lonely right now

I just wanted to wish everyone here a very Happy Valentine's Day. I hope today is very special for all of us.

Me and my brother are haing a contest to see who can write a song, just as freaky as some of the BOTDF and Jeffree Star hits...this is mine tell me how freaky u think it is and rate it from 1-10(10 being the BOTDF/Jefree Star freaky)

Your lips are sweet and juicy, Pleaz come and fking do me;
You say I'm such a cutie, Hurry up you need to screw me.

Spank my fking ass, Like I have no class;
Fuck me really deep, Dig hard in my ass.

your lips are glossy, and your eyes wanna rape me;
You are such a hottie, Put your tongue all over my body.

Bite me, Rape me, Lick me, and Suck me, Bend over and say 'Butt fuck me';
Your cock is hard, it's like a drug, It feels so damn good, it makes me fall in love.

Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me, fuck my brains out;
I havn't had your dick in a while, It's been a fking draught.

Fuck me real hard until you wanna cream;
Squirt it all over my body, I wanna scream it's my wildest dream.