Dramatic, chaotic, outrageous...
that is how life was in the beginning,
Stressed, annoyed, drowning...
under a sea of problems and feeling unwanted.
Feeling drained and depressed,
never happy always restricted;
Most I be bothered with this trauma...
or is this just a nightmare that seems never able to end???
What has changed??
in fact, someone changed,
or more like it, changed me.
Cute and adorable,
sweet as ever, more lovable than can be imagined;
A sexy chocolate drop that makes me smile,
just the thought of her makes me happy.
The anticipation of hearing her voice makes my heart stutter,
her laugh and giggle makes me jump with excitement;
Her kiss makes me desire her with every taste of her tongue,
her touch makes me long to have her beside as i sleep at night.
But wait...how much does she mean to me?
everything, she means everything to me;
Unlike my last experience, i know she loves me,
i know she desires me, to the point of making a claim on me.
The first day i laid eyes on her i loved her from my hearts core,
when she smiled at me it made my body tremble with joy;
With our first kiss i never wanted it to end,
why??? for fear that it would never happen again.
She announced that she was mine and no one elses,
from that there was no way i could deny her my love;
I am all hers, no belief, its tattooed on my heart,
to make it known to the world i'll place it on my neck - Property of Lexii.
At times it seems that it is all a dream,
that is until i hear her voice and remember its true;
The problem with this situation is when we are apart,
it almost feels as if death is creeping in to destroy me.
Being separated from her is a true disaster,
i need her with me, its the only way to keep me sane;
When we reunite, i feel as if the world is mine and i am king,
as long as our love continues to grow, my Queen will be cherished,
and desired far above all else.